:/

im so bored with everything right now. everyone else gets to just chill and do nothing and just sit around and shit while im babysitting monday-thurs 4 or 5 hours a day then class m&w 6-9 and t&th 4-7. dont get me wrong, i LOVE babysitting, and i LOVE the kids. my life is jsut so dull and i dont have anything to really look forward to at all right now. like i enjoy hanging with caitlin and shes a good friend and all, but all these people that she hangs with, that it used to be fun to hang with… arent anymore. everyone is overly obsessed with caitlin (sexually?) and it just gets rediculis at times.. like how immature can a 19-23 year old guy be? serriously, its time to grow up and act like men. WHY CANT ANYONE BE MATURE!? my american gov class is obnoxious, i dont want to learn this shit at all. three hours while the prof just talks and this stupid freaking kid acts like he is the almighty god of government. this is me ranting. how do i make new friends? fuck my life. i want something exciting and new to happen. i think im getting depressed.