what else is there to do at 3AM?

It’s been a while since i’ve been on this website! it’s been in my bookmarks forever, but i guess i just forget it was here. i only have one follower (savanah-mybestestfriend) but thats ok because i guess i’ll just use this as a journal, though maybe a real journal that no one could see would be more effective…

today I:

1. woke up at 1130
2. showered
3. drank a bottle of water
4. threw up :( [from the medicine?]
5. ran to class from 1230-145
6. drank a bottle of water
7. then class from 2-350 (got my test back, and FAILED.)
8. drank a bottle of water
9. talked to my prof and explained that i suck at test, and he assured me I would still pass
10. was upset :[
11. kinda took it out on my best friend (sorry)
12. went to work out at the rec (gym)
13. drank two bottles of water
14. saw a very hot guy with an awesome tree tattoo on his ribcage
15. didnt talk to him because i was sweaty… :(
16. came home and talked shit about my suitemate and her boyfriend whose staying in our small room for 3 weeks…
17. drank a bottle of water
18. took another shower
19. went to TCF at the student center and opened an account
20. ate dinner with Sav n kD
21. talked shit about our suitemate some more…
22. came back to the room and did my Reading Concept Map for my rdg 210 class.
23. drank another bottle of water.

that’s 7 bottles of water. uno gallon. my goal is to drink one gallon per day. its good for your body ;) hehe

Anyways, im taking this medicine that i took before. welbutrin and lamictal. i dont think its helping yet…. its only been a week and a half. the doctor was an ass. hes the on-campus psychiatrist, he didnt even look at me when he talked. he said it could take a month. i guess thats ok.

ill be 21 soon. the only thing i have to look forward to for that is my license changing directions. :( cant drink until at least August. consequences, consequences. i guess its my own fault, i mean… i KNOW its my own fault. and i’ve dealt with that… i guess.

i really really miss my bubby. its really been making me sad lately :(

im going to the 311/KottonMouthKings concert tomrrow with Megan…. i like 311, but i dont LOVE them, but she does so she paid for my ticket because she didnt wanna go alone. its at the fillmore in detroit. it will be fun, i guess, but i dont have any money.

i havent been to bed before 3AM in at least 3 weeks. i get to sleep in so its nice… i like the nighttime when its quiet and i can just sit in my bed and be on my computer.

i dont have much else to say except that i have a migrane so im going to go to bed…. night.